My time is mine and I use it how I please. I have food, and a roof over my head. My health is good. My family is with me. They are showered in love and their health is good.
Days like today I want to just curl up and cry, I have no tears left. The unfairness of it all. Takes my breath away. The frustration and whys flowing think and fast.
I think about a friend taken by a condition in her prime. Today life makes no sense.
Today I recognise what it is to be alive. That pain is a clear marker that I am very much here.
My eyes are set on the horizon. I must embrace every moment I have. Time is the most expensive commodity I have. I can never buy it back once it is gone.
Today I am reminded that I must with all my heart live a whole life. I must pack as much love, hope, positivity, inspiration and connection into it as I can.
I must embrace being alive and choose the path that connects me to feeling that way everyday.
Somedays carry pain I don’t want to bair. The truth of it is because I have allowed myself to love and when we loose it hurts.
But it’s worth it… Every tear, every heart stopping moment it’s worth it.